In one breath

Two kinds of voices fill in around MM's own. The first is PissedLizard (PL), a reader who in August 2021 wrote three raw dispatches about remembering a crash he had "died" in two years earlier, about a hurricane week in which his consciousness left his body, and about what he says he found on the other side: the light as "a repeat of this planet but in a different timeline", a void everyone must pass through, a Mantid who asked "did you understand the experience?", a DNA rewrite on a table, seven important women, and an app. The second is the readers themselves: a 2019 influencer who interviewed MM at length and pushed him on whether the Greys are "demonic", nine parts of assorted questions ("Why include pretty girls?", "Have you ever been to Area 51?" "No."), and a 2021 round on empty world-lines, sick world-lines and Mars. Together they are the archive's best record of how MM answers when someone else sets the question.

PissedLizard: three dispatches

MM introduces PL's articles with a standing note about experiences that "take on a surreal aspect" and the habit they teach: "You keep quiet and you don't share your experiences with anyone." PL did not keep quiet. His first piece opens: "I am going to start to write what happened to me. MM can verify as soon as something happened on whoever's end, things just got crazy... First, I remember the crash and remembered it happened 2 years ago." He remembers the crash "in this body", though "the crash and impact was elsewhere... even though it looked like it was in my house". Then the line MM quotes back for the rest of the year: "When the cycle of not going into the light is broken you remember everything. EVERYTHING." The cost: "The problem I am having is relearning how to read, speak, write and overall communicate. This is what's freaking out my wife. Because now I am a better listener."

the voidinside the zero "the line itself is reality, or A light (single)" "Going into the light is a repeat of thisplanet but in a different timeline.""you are put in a totally random human body""When you go into the light you go intothe void first.""Those who go to hell stay here in THE VOIDfor a bit. But everyone WILL eventually get out""and with that comes the mandatory amnesia"
"Into the light and what it is like first hand" (29 August 2021). "First, I PHYSICALLY did not go anywhere. I wasn't abducted by a UFO. I was here on this planet at my house. My consciousness left my physical body. My physical body was here (in my house) annoying the crap out of my wife." Around him a hurricane, "more than just a physical hurricane", and six months of "waves of uncontrollable anxiety and heat", "feverish heat followed by chills" with a below-normal temperature. His picture of the exit: "Look at this character zero below: 0. The void is inside the zero. The outside of the zero, the line itself, is reality or A light." His reading of Alien Interview's voltage: "how you acted on this planet determines the voltage".
The Mantid
"After I experienced that event, my Mantid asked me if I understood what just transpired." MM's gloss: "Mantid = Angel. My Mantid = My Guardian Angel." The one thing PL "did not and will not experience is being a father. And this is correct. I do not have kids."
Jesus, and a second chance
At the light "I saw many people I know and met the Christian Jesus. He showed me fatherly like love, and he let me be him." Then "The Christ then even gave me a second chance to go with him... keeping everything I have. He said he only wanted me to be a better person." PL declined the light; "my Mantid took me into the light" anyway, into the void first.
Hell, the Eddas, Odin
"Those who go to hell stay here in THE VOID for a bit." Then "I am with all of the Gods and Goddesses and it's just freaking awesome. Odin literally came to me (not the other way around) and looked at me with that one eye of his." He was told he had to show "that our DNA and Christian DNA is compatible", to "translate the Eddas into Bible words so that everyone is on the same page". A digression on Islam's Mahdi and al-Dajjal follows.
The table
"My DNA was altered. How we think of DNA and what it really is are 2 different things. I am a human male with no kids. My Y chromosome was terminated at this time and new DNA was inserted." The procedure: "I was at a facility described by MM... I was put on a table and he talked to others. They then went through every feeling I ever had, like waking up Christmas morning, all the way to the feeling of defeat when I failed a big exam."
Seven women
"REALLY REALLY REALLY Important women according to my Mantid", who took him "into a circle and casually asked questions about my interactions with all kinds of things on earth". He was "to control my thoughts". One "showed me an app, YES, an APP to use to meditate to contact them. I am learning how to use it." His Mantid "showed me how to call them if I ever need them", and gave him "a cloth with XXXXX on it".
Anger
"You feel the Mantids anger. You live it. I would never ever ever fuck with one of these things for anything."
Coming out
"When you are inside the zero all you have to do is say I and you become a person who can only say I, then the rest" returns. MM's sign-off on all three: "these other contributors have a world of experiences so unlike mine, but in some ways so very familiar."

The Commander's later line on PL (part 27) puts him with DM and SD among readers "busy in the non-physical realms", on their own pre-agreed efforts. PL's third article, "Some clues as to who the Mantids are", is his reading of the same experience for what it implies about their role with humans; the archive's fuller account of the Mantids is in parts 7, 22, 23 and 24.

2019: the influencer interviews

In the spring of 2019 one persistent reader interviewed MM by email over two long posts. The exchange is where several of the model's later fixtures first appear in Q and A form.

Catholics"Hands off the Catholic Church"

The first question: why would "EBs" leave the Church alone? MM, raised Catholic: "all of my (MAJestic) experiences were devoid of any direct references to any specific types of religions", but he offers observations "you might find curious". The follow-up pressed on motives.

one raceGood greys and bad greys?

"No. There is one race of greys (that I know of). They have different bodies that look, to us humans, as different species. There are short greys, tall greys, fat greys, skinny and ugly greys, etc. They are all part of the same hive soul construct."

the angelEveryone has one

"Every human, has a guardian angel. This is an entity that goes by many names; Spiritualists, Angels, Mantids, and the like... The artists took a great deal of artistic license." This is the 2019 seed of part 7. The "Rhino" dream of part 20 is told here first, at Syracuse, three days after a friend's aneurysm.

slides"Take me through a typical slide"

"Conservation of mass and energy holds true only within a given reality... The consciousness moves, and when it does it does so in the form of waves." No warning ever: "They just happened, and I rode them whether I liked it or not... I well remember once I was giving an important presentation." Dives differ: "a series of slides that went all over the place... eventually wrapping up at a different point."

the pilotHow it worked

"In a non-MAJestic world, I might have a path that would go A-B-C-D-E-F. But, in MAJestic, my role would be for me to experience reality Z. So the pilot would map out a path" through the lines. "They have always wanted me to represent average... from the most slothful lazy jackass to the most aggressive rich oligarch billionaire."

the argument"Soul hunters"

The interviewer's thesis: the Greys are "human soul hunters" who "feed off of our suffering", "the Grays get to keep the psychic energy they turn and their master gets the soul". MM: "Yes, that's pretty much how it works, more or less." On whether they ever helped him unselfishly, and on the "demonic" charge, he answers with the 2019 hive-absorption picture of part 31, which the 2021 sessions would later overwrite.

The nine-part FAQ (June 2019)

Assembled from "influencer driven" questions, the FAQ is where MM is shortest and, often, funniest. A selection, in his words.

Been to Area 51?Roswell?Obama a time traveller?Reptilians?Project Serpo?Alternative 3?Afraid of Hell?Seen an extraterrestrial?Walked on Mars? "No.""I only know what I have read.""No.""Sigh.""a bunch of hogwash""Nothing... an Internet hoax""extremely confident that I will not""I have seen them numerous times.""gravity... less than the earth"
The short answers. Roswell: "I never had a briefing on this event, and I have no idea one way or the other about it" (two years before Alien Interview changed that, part 21). Reptilians: "I have never met a reptilian, nor have I any contact with MAJestic literature regarding such a creature." Mars: "I never physically went to Mars. (I think. Perhaps the off-world medical procedure was on Mars", and, in 2021, "they had gravity that in every case was less than the earth"; the Commander later said the Moon (part 23). Proof: "ten years ago did you go grocery shopping and buy some dairy products like milk or eggs? Yes. Good. Now, you prove it to me."
The mission, as MAJestic understood it
"My PRIMARY purposed task was to be utilized by an extraterrestrial species so they can monitor the Earth. I was lent to them by MAJestic; rented out so to speak. Once I was rented out to them, they implanted an EBP and altered my" genetics.
Roles
"Pilot", "Commander" and "Drone" were "HOW I thought about" the parties operating the artifice; he concedes the words confuse readers.
Why extraterrestrial trainers
"Because many of the core features of the probes required a non-human understanding... you cannot have a dog train you how to drive a human-manufactured car."
Discordant sentience
"A service for self sentience that believe that they are actually a service for others sentience"; the thing his benefactors "did not want to develop" in humans. Three types of sentience in humans, in 2019; four by 2021 (part 32).
The Greys' purpose
"Their role is as policemen and zookeepers. They monitor our growth and report their findings to the [redacted]. As humans grow, and individual sentience is established, our species is culled."
Mantids
"I really have to hesitate when talking or discussing the Mantids. They are a multi-dimensional species, that I personally believe, evolved on the Earth naturally."
Why the pretty girls
"Heh heh. Why the Hell not?... The girls had a role. I do not know precisely what the role was, but Sebastian and I were connected to them somehow." Asked later whether he ever saw them again: "I know nothing of the other beautiful women that I entered the portal with."
Wildest fantasies
"With the ability to change world-lines, you could enter realities where you could be rich, famous, powerful... Why didn't you?" His answer turns the question round: "Do you, the reader, really WANT to live your wildest fantasies?" The strangest line he ever saw: "aside from this one? This is a really fucked up world-line... You've got a President that is a reality television star."
Twins
Would a slide leave two of you on one line? "It did not happen that way. I never traveled" as a body; the consciousness moves, the body stays.
Fate
"Once a reality is constructed by a given soul, the consciousness is programmed to inhabit that reality", and can still steer within it by thought. Cross-talk: "World-lines cluster together. The more similar a world-line is to another one, the greater the ability of one world-line to influence the other."
Regrets
"Yes. I wish that I would have spent more time with my friends and family... with my pets rather than worry about work so much." About joining: "Sometimes I actually do. But these are short lived events often triggered by physical needs." On the contradiction: "Neither and both. It depends on which aspects of my life we are discussing."
His wife
"She doesn't care. She doesn't want to know anything about it, because it all happened prior to us getting married... All she knows is that I have these things inside my skull. And when I go to the hospital for a MRI she explains it away to the doctor."
Contradictions
"Parsing. Trying to find flaws to disparage. It's a common, time-honored technique." How many agents were there? "I do not know."

2021: the reader round

Two years later, with the site busier, MM answered a batch of nineteen reader questions. The interesting ones are about the slides. Were there empty world-lines? "Now that you mention it, there were times when things seemed really empty. It would be maybe 4 in the afternoon on a weekend. Normally, where I lived at that time (in a trailer park) there would be all sorts of activity." On the "sick world-line" of October 1992 (part 18), pressed by a reader who thought of mRNA: "I well remember that I thought that it was a bio-weapon attack, but I was confused because no one was talking about an attack at all. And the people just looked sickly. There weren't any bumps, rashes or anything like that." Rush Limbaugh was on the radio in that slide, "so yeah, he was going on and on"; "Slides are not like time-travel. You just kind of go." What the aliens wanted through him: "there are numerous extraterrestrial species involved in the earth. Some of the extraterrestrials actually own the earth... In general, though, I am not sure about anything. I feel a neutral level of respect that emanates from them." A former combat pilot wrote in that he had never been implanted, "one more level deep, and it would have happened"; MM: "MAJ is a carveout and lies embedded within the various military branches, and industry... the ONI pretty much directs or funnels the funding." A reader's photo of Dan Sherman, author of Above Black, "looks a lot like Sebastian". To a reader frightened by the news: "stop reading news. Alternative, Right, Left, Foreign. What ever. Please stop." And to one who thought he oversold China: "America is so full of shit right now, that balance is impossible."

Read with care

PL's three articles are one reader's testimony, written in the middle of an episode he describes as physically disordered (not eating, drinking bottles of water, feverish), and MM publishes them with only a framing note; the archive does the same. The 2019 interviews and FAQ are MM's answers at a point before the Commander's sessions, and several of them (Roswell, the Greys' purpose, the number of sentience types) were later revised by him; where this part quotes 2019 it says so. The 2021 round mixes the slides with political opinion, which is reported as opinion.

Remember

  • PL: a remembered crash, a hurricane week out of the body, the light as another timeline, the void inside the zero, "you remember everything".
  • 2019: one race of Greys with many bodies; everyone has a Mantid; slides come without warning; "they wanted me to represent average".
  • The FAQ: Area 51 no, Roswell unknown, reptilians "Sigh", proof is your grocery receipt from ten years ago.
  • 2021: some slides were empty, one was sick, none were time travel.